All my systems down with no resistance 
Now it's all a matter of what I will do or die
I hold my grip so tight prepare me for the fight 
It's all a matter of what I'm willing to try

I have cried for you, you know I've lied for you, 
these desperate measures that it takes to get me through
so on the level I would shame the devil 
just to have my way and give you back what you deserve

I tuck my head deep into my own hands 
It seems that its been ages since I've seen the light of day
I hate what I've become I'm callus and I'm numb 
wont play the fool again I'm gonna have to pass

I have cried for you, I've lived and died for you 
I'm breaking down to you what I wont do again 
So tangled in your web in deep over my head 
my shame apparent as I contemplate the sin

This self-destruction merits my eruption 
And my soul is vacant and the space is not for rent
I void confusion I avoid delusions 
Like a bolt from the blue now the storm is rolling in

I have cried for you I've lived a lie for you 
these desperate measures that it takes to get my way
You hold my hand just like a guilty man would hold 
onto his mother on his execution day
I hold my shame I will not take the blame 
I try to forget all the things you never meant to me